http://shapeshifter.xanga.com/Latest Xanga weblog from ShapeShifteren-us60http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gifhttp://shapeshifter.xanga.com/http://shapeshifter.xanga.com/30345155/item/http://shapeshifter.xanga.com/30345155/item/Wed, 20 Aug 2003 16:30:36 GMT<p>i wonder where she's gone. the beat feels like its my heart amplified into these speakers -- there is less romance when you've seen someone's face next to yours, but i'd rather that a person be next to me than sustain, floating in a jelly mold, idealism. the thought is vague and the remaining bits of illusory connection (connexion for you upon whose bed i'd like to sit again) wilt in sadness for it. i won't stop loving you but determine not to focus my line of sight to where you are not and rather to where you will be one day.</p> <p>so long.</p> <p>(<a href="http://www.xanga.com/myhandsarepeacocks" target="_new">visit</a>&nbsp;me)</p>http://shapeshifter.xanga.com/30345155/item/#firstcomment